This post, i am gonna start of with rants after rants. Sorry to anyone who are involved, but well, its unfair. First of all, my lab demonstrator. For weeks, reports after reports, i came to realized something. No matter how long i spent on a report or how much info and how accurate or detailed it were, nothing seems to get her to mark my reports with marks that i should get. Other lab sessions got an average of 7-9/10 marks for their reports, why my sessions only have 3-7/10 marks? I don't understand why at all. One thing is for sure, this is surely going to drag my overall marks down pretty badly....................and guess i have to explain to my parents if my overall marks are really terrible T_T

The came the part of a lecturer of mine. Gave us a assignment before the week-long holiday. I and my friends did accordingly to what the instruction told us to do in the assignment papers, but when we get back our assignments, we were shocked to get a pretty bad mark. A few got very high marks and according to them, they went to ask the lecturer before the holidays for extra tips and those are not according to the instructions even. How we all felt cheated that time.

I am angered and dissatisfied at how this kind of system works which is clearly not giveing any fair treatments to the students. If they want to be bias, be my guess, but now its my academic results that are in the line and it should not be fooled around. Its not cheap to study in my uni too. However, as angry as i wanted to be, i don't think there is anything i could do at all. All i could do is just trying to do the best i can and give it my all. As the famous quote i liked, "The real failure is not when you fail to do something, but its when you give up doing it"

Pass away all the rants, the only thing i am worried now, or maybe 2, is my exams, which is drawing closer, and my tenancy problems. I am totally in a dilemma now. My hostel management had implemented a 1-year tenancy rule, and as said before, and known to all, you need to have 3 criterias to continue living there:
1. An outstation student.
2. A first year and last year student.
3. *Gender (well, females gets the priority).
I embarked on a "quest" to find a suitable place, but that too had been in a dilemma. There is a condo just beside my school, but its pricey. There is another condo further away, but its cheaper, yet still quite far and even further away when i move into the new campus. Other places are totally ruled out cause they are pretty far away, and since the public transports around my area is still like in a pothole, there are no possibility for me to be there. Decisions, decisions and decisions....................have to be made in a weeks or 2 time as i don't want it to meddle with my exam timetables.

And speaking of that "darn" word, the exams are drawing close. I've no qualms about it, but since my marks for reports and assignments are so low due to, as said above, i have to put in more effort into my studies <----- And Mr (myself), why are you wasting time here blogging? =P

Of course i need sometime to take my mind off to relax =D. Had been out with my friends quite often nowadays. Seems like the pressure is really kicking in XP. On Fri, right after my morning lab session, a friend of mine suggested to go ice-skating. Upon hearing those words, we guys started to stare at here, where one asked :" Are you sure? If really, you are so darn daring going ice skating while wearing a skirt >=) ". We ended up going to have lunch, then bowling and finally a movie before ending the day with a dinner =D No ice skating for my friend's sake (And i hope no one told her about what i write over here @_@).

Now time passes by quickly and time to bid goodbye to this blog. Bidding to all of you good luck and stay safe until i come and blog again =D

p.s. without realising it, my hair had grown to its record length. Never i'd seen my hair so long as to where i could tie it up XD

p.s.2. And yes yes Yes, i am an aetheist. I wonder why are there so many people who thought i was a Christian and wanted me to join their organizations/activities =_="

Lately i've been assigned with more and more reports, assignments and reports, all during the last few weeks before my exams. Everytime i got a new work to do, i was like " What the heck, isn't there reports i need to do for this subject already, and now he ( my lecturer ) is throwing another bombardment of works to us agian ............ =_=" ". Even with my 2 days of holiday that i had 2 days ago was not enough...................and whats more, it ruined my plans to go watch Spiderman 3 that i'd planned >=( And upon releasing all my frustration on rushing a report and assingment due today, i found out, i'd finished all my lab works (chem) in a record time of 30 minutes =D

Had plans to go out with a bunch of my friends today, but upon opening my wallet, i discovered another problem.........................$$$ problem that is. I realized that i had been quite over-spending this 2-3 weeks. Time to curb? Oh yes, i am trying to curb this problem nowadays. Seems like eating out at mamak stalls looked quite cheap. Back to the old days i guess =P

Another thing that i am quite angry at is my hostel. It seems that it is almost certain that i would not get an extension upon completing my 1-year tenancy contract. And yes, my campus hostel have the 1-year tenancy policy now. There are many stories circulating around which include giving more privileages ( easier to extend the tenancy or spaces ) to females as well as having a newer policy of giving more chances to new and outstation students. I am indeed quite mad at this kind of "corporate" universities which does not built enough hostels to the students and yet, take in more and more students every semesters. When the my uni's new campus is opened, it would be expected to double the number of current students. Nearby places rip students by over-pricing and cheaper places are quite far away. Hope i could sooth my tenancy problems before my exams, or else i would be having a big headache.

However, i do want to move out from my hostel unit as well too. Why you should ask? The reason is.............................my other housemates have terrible habits that i am sick of including just leaving plates and cups in the kitchen for weeks, not cleaning up the mess they did, even when they spilt who-knows-what gravy in the refrigerator, they did not bother cleaning it. In the toilet, they seems to have the tendancy to pee while standing and never bother to clean up "you-know-what", whats more with flushing, overall, leaving the toilets very dirty and even flies somehow are borne there. Then comes to the part they often invite their friends over and somehow, they think that there is their own home, screaming around, singing who-knows-what songs and did not even bother to take off their shoes. They smoked and make noises whole night long, even during the wee hours of the morning. Then come to my housemates. I think their ears are having problems since they always blast the volume sky high, and yes yes, even during midnight. Overall, though i wish not to critisize them ( though i did ), it's really annoying and irritating since i've been living here for about 1year already. Hope that i could move out after this semester.

But right now, nothing is more better than sitting in front of my desktop, working on my reports while sipping away a cup of mandarin orange................might be having green tea later XP Outside may be in mess, but in my room, its no where better than there.............for me =D

It's been a while since i've posted. Nothing much at all, but still sulking at my idiocy, still unable to apprehand what had happened in the past.

Well, to update here, life is in a limbo right now. In and out, i have assignments, reports, bla bla bla and more bla bla bla. Sometime it fills me in the entire week, sometimes it never came at all. Just had my 1 week break last week, and boy did they have to mention "BREAK" this word while having us to have a test DURING the BREAK as well as assignments, reports and essays to be passed up after the "BREAK"

As much as i want to fill you all in about my workload, i guess none would pay any attention to it =P As for the god part, nothing much really happened around here, just that knowing a few more people in KL right now studying while also knowing none of anyone i knew (from my batch) are coming to Monash T_T. As ironic as it seems, there's still some of my junors who enrolled here.

Movies aside, gathering aside, yumchar aside, that pretty much sums up my life right up to this point here. Except for the bigger trip where me and a few guys (including Sim sim and Shing Tai) went to the PC Fair recently. And yes yes, as expected, it was total chaos, full of people, over-crowing, no crowd control, the show girls are pretty much daring with either skimpy, cute, beautiful or just ordinary costumes and yes, i do spent "some" $$$ on stuffs...................well i ought to since those stuffs there are more cheaper than usual price. Alas, we decided to take taxi back to the hostel, only for those drivers there to ask RM50 for that trip @_@ Using reasons it's jamming badly there bla bla bla, it came to our conclusion that those guys there are merely thinking us as tourists =_=" Well, took the Putra LRT (cost RM1.60 ea), then asked for a taxi in Sentral and guess what, only RM17 for the trip >=) Somemore, its not even congested on the road ( you know what i meant)

Now thats all. Until i got any big scoop or until i finish sulking away (i doubt this could happen), good day to you all.

P.S. You all know how those water stuffs sprays out water in those water theme parks? Well, we have a mini version of it in my lab =P The pipe burst and well, nice water show while doing lab works =X

P.S.2. And no, i am not having anything at all. Stop asking me anything regarding my MSN quotes =_="

After about 4 months of holiday, i am back to my uni. Back to KL, i've only mixed feelings about both in KK and in KL.

The 4 months of holiday, is anything without some magical touches. I rue for quite some time for having such a long holiday, for having nothing interesting to do, even for finishing my games up so fast. Everyday had been the same scedule all over and over again. You might as well just say i live my life not to the fullest at all.

Back in KL, i suddenly just thought about my long holiday. Spurned my chances, not following according to what i've planned and most of all, not keeping to my promises and resolutions at all. Well, it is better to admit i am a big fool and jerk right here first.

Though the coming of CNY did cure me up a little by offering me tonnes of open houses to go the entire day, therefore letting my mind off some of my blunders and problems that i also admit here that i am trying to run away from. Nevertheless, i always know that i can't run away from anything that i face for long.

How i wished i could've return back to the beginning of my last holiday and try to make ammends for it ,though i also knew it is impossible at all.

Well, i would certainly want to thank to you all who brought at least some happiness and fun for me, while i would also want to apologize and say "Sorry" aloud for problems that i've caused you, knowingly and unknowingly. Especially to people whom i've brokened my promises, i would like to say "I am truly very sorry" here and would atone for my foolishness the next time we meet.

Until the next time i write, it would be for quite some time. I would wish to re-evaluate myself, whom i myself am starting to unrecognize myself at all now. Until then, thank you for everything.

CNY is finally here. However,things does not go according to where it should. It'd been a relatively quite new year after all. Anyhow, and somehow strange, there are more open houses to attend than usual this year.

Well, for that long of not posting here, one reason is i am dirt tired for the past 2 days of CNY, flying around here and there, not to mention today too to visit relatives, parent's friends as well as friends of my own. I haven't the time to check the amount i'd received in the red packets at all =_="

Anyhow, tonight i visited my friends open house. It's none other than Ah Wah's house, the usual place for us to hang out during all our CNY ever since we met and get to know each other during our prefect era.

However, as much fun and stuffs and games.....................and gamble ( Wooohoooo, won tonight =D ), i somehow feel that i am still a big jerk for forgetting about my words and promises. I'd neither the courage nor the right words to face the reality at all, not able to even keep my own words and my resolutions that i should have realized earlier. Hope that i could be forgiven by that person, especially tonight when i forgot about my own words, spilled out from my own mouth................................hope that i could have the courage to face that person again.

These past few days had been quite busy for me. Can't say its productive, just time wasting as i can assume.

CNY, the day awaited long by many draws ever closer day by day. Everyday i sure have some chores to do. Let me see what i'd suffered for these few days........scrubbing off the bath tubs and toilet floors, windows, dusting, my own room...........ya, pretty much something like that =_="

Other than a few gatherings and yum char sessions at nights, there'd haven't been anything much interesting at all, or anything interesting to do at all. Everyday i seem to be dead tired. Most of the time, i could even fall into a deep sleep while sitting on the couch >_<

Today is Valentine Day, the day much anticipated too by many lovebirds. Well, i could only watch them, even till this year =D I hoped to plan something at least for today, but seems, just like in the past, fail to do so at all. I wonder my resolution for next year could be realized at all.

Well, up to now and recently, things that i'd wished to plan out, could not be realized at all. I would certainly attribute this to not having the courage to take the initiative first hand. I'd always advice people that if we did not that the initiative first, we could not move forward at all. Look like i am the one that is badly in need of help =P

Phew, cleaning, washing, wiping, scrubbing, mopping, sweeping, rinsing so on so forth were what i am living with since last week's weekend. CNY is drawing near, so you could guess what my purpose is again.

I am amazed how dust could fly so "beautifully" Only 2-3 hours after cleaning, scrubbing and washing my backyard open space, it was already covered with particles in which i cursed for wasting my efforts.

At the end of the day, kind of irritating to have so much dirt on my skin or entire body. Bath is the best and relaxing cure for it =P

Have been quite tired over the few days. Hope i could find something interesting or meaningful to do for the next few days over.