This post, i am gonna start of with rants after rants. Sorry to anyone who are involved, but well, its unfair. First of all, my lab demonstrator. For weeks, reports after reports, i came to realized something. No matter how long i spent on a report or how much info and how accurate or detailed it were, nothing seems to get her to mark my reports with marks that i should get. Other lab sessions got an average of 7-9/10 marks for their reports, why my sessions only have 3-7/10 marks? I don't understand why at all. One thing is for sure, this is surely going to drag my overall marks down pretty badly....................and guess i have to explain to my parents if my overall marks are really terrible T_T

The came the part of a lecturer of mine. Gave us a assignment before the week-long holiday. I and my friends did accordingly to what the instruction told us to do in the assignment papers, but when we get back our assignments, we were shocked to get a pretty bad mark. A few got very high marks and according to them, they went to ask the lecturer before the holidays for extra tips and those are not according to the instructions even. How we all felt cheated that time.

I am angered and dissatisfied at how this kind of system works which is clearly not giveing any fair treatments to the students. If they want to be bias, be my guess, but now its my academic results that are in the line and it should not be fooled around. Its not cheap to study in my uni too. However, as angry as i wanted to be, i don't think there is anything i could do at all. All i could do is just trying to do the best i can and give it my all. As the famous quote i liked, "The real failure is not when you fail to do something, but its when you give up doing it"

Pass away all the rants, the only thing i am worried now, or maybe 2, is my exams, which is drawing closer, and my tenancy problems. I am totally in a dilemma now. My hostel management had implemented a 1-year tenancy rule, and as said before, and known to all, you need to have 3 criterias to continue living there:
1. An outstation student.
2. A first year and last year student.
3. *Gender (well, females gets the priority).
I embarked on a "quest" to find a suitable place, but that too had been in a dilemma. There is a condo just beside my school, but its pricey. There is another condo further away, but its cheaper, yet still quite far and even further away when i move into the new campus. Other places are totally ruled out cause they are pretty far away, and since the public transports around my area is still like in a pothole, there are no possibility for me to be there. Decisions, decisions and decisions....................have to be made in a weeks or 2 time as i don't want it to meddle with my exam timetables.

And speaking of that "darn" word, the exams are drawing close. I've no qualms about it, but since my marks for reports and assignments are so low due to, as said above, i have to put in more effort into my studies <----- And Mr (myself), why are you wasting time here blogging? =P

Of course i need sometime to take my mind off to relax =D. Had been out with my friends quite often nowadays. Seems like the pressure is really kicking in XP. On Fri, right after my morning lab session, a friend of mine suggested to go ice-skating. Upon hearing those words, we guys started to stare at here, where one asked :" Are you sure? If really, you are so darn daring going ice skating while wearing a skirt >=) ". We ended up going to have lunch, then bowling and finally a movie before ending the day with a dinner =D No ice skating for my friend's sake (And i hope no one told her about what i write over here @_@).

Now time passes by quickly and time to bid goodbye to this blog. Bidding to all of you good luck and stay safe until i come and blog again =D

p.s. without realising it, my hair had grown to its record length. Never i'd seen my hair so long as to where i could tie it up XD

p.s.2. And yes yes Yes, i am an aetheist. I wonder why are there so many people who thought i was a Christian and wanted me to join their organizations/activities =_="

Lately i've been assigned with more and more reports, assignments and reports, all during the last few weeks before my exams. Everytime i got a new work to do, i was like " What the heck, isn't there reports i need to do for this subject already, and now he ( my lecturer ) is throwing another bombardment of works to us agian ............ =_=" ". Even with my 2 days of holiday that i had 2 days ago was not enough...................and whats more, it ruined my plans to go watch Spiderman 3 that i'd planned >=( And upon releasing all my frustration on rushing a report and assingment due today, i found out, i'd finished all my lab works (chem) in a record time of 30 minutes =D

Had plans to go out with a bunch of my friends today, but upon opening my wallet, i discovered another problem.........................$$$ problem that is. I realized that i had been quite over-spending this 2-3 weeks. Time to curb? Oh yes, i am trying to curb this problem nowadays. Seems like eating out at mamak stalls looked quite cheap. Back to the old days i guess =P

Another thing that i am quite angry at is my hostel. It seems that it is almost certain that i would not get an extension upon completing my 1-year tenancy contract. And yes, my campus hostel have the 1-year tenancy policy now. There are many stories circulating around which include giving more privileages ( easier to extend the tenancy or spaces ) to females as well as having a newer policy of giving more chances to new and outstation students. I am indeed quite mad at this kind of "corporate" universities which does not built enough hostels to the students and yet, take in more and more students every semesters. When the my uni's new campus is opened, it would be expected to double the number of current students. Nearby places rip students by over-pricing and cheaper places are quite far away. Hope i could sooth my tenancy problems before my exams, or else i would be having a big headache.

However, i do want to move out from my hostel unit as well too. Why you should ask? The reason is.............................my other housemates have terrible habits that i am sick of including just leaving plates and cups in the kitchen for weeks, not cleaning up the mess they did, even when they spilt who-knows-what gravy in the refrigerator, they did not bother cleaning it. In the toilet, they seems to have the tendancy to pee while standing and never bother to clean up "you-know-what", whats more with flushing, overall, leaving the toilets very dirty and even flies somehow are borne there. Then comes to the part they often invite their friends over and somehow, they think that there is their own home, screaming around, singing who-knows-what songs and did not even bother to take off their shoes. They smoked and make noises whole night long, even during the wee hours of the morning. Then come to my housemates. I think their ears are having problems since they always blast the volume sky high, and yes yes, even during midnight. Overall, though i wish not to critisize them ( though i did ), it's really annoying and irritating since i've been living here for about 1year already. Hope that i could move out after this semester.

But right now, nothing is more better than sitting in front of my desktop, working on my reports while sipping away a cup of mandarin orange................might be having green tea later XP Outside may be in mess, but in my room, its no where better than there.............for me =D