Back to KL, a new semester awaits
After about 4 months of holiday, i am back to my uni. Back to KL, i've only mixed feelings about both in KK and in KL.
The 4 months of holiday, is anything without some magical touches. I rue for quite some time for having such a long holiday, for having nothing interesting to do, even for finishing my games up so fast. Everyday had been the same scedule all over and over again. You might as well just say i live my life not to the fullest at all.
Back in KL, i suddenly just thought about my long holiday. Spurned my chances, not following according to what i've planned and most of all, not keeping to my promises and resolutions at all. Well, it is better to admit i am a big fool and jerk right here first.
Though the coming of CNY did cure me up a little by offering me tonnes of open houses to go the entire day, therefore letting my mind off some of my blunders and problems that i also admit here that i am trying to run away from. Nevertheless, i always know that i can't run away from anything that i face for long.
How i wished i could've return back to the beginning of my last holiday and try to make ammends for it ,though i also knew it is impossible at all.
Well, i would certainly want to thank to you all who brought at least some happiness and fun for me, while i would also want to apologize and say "Sorry" aloud for problems that i've caused you, knowingly and unknowingly. Especially to people whom i've brokened my promises, i would like to say "I am truly very sorry" here and would atone for my foolishness the next time we meet.
Until the next time i write, it would be for quite some time. I would wish to re-evaluate myself, whom i myself am starting to unrecognize myself at all now. Until then, thank you for everything.
The 4 months of holiday, is anything without some magical touches. I rue for quite some time for having such a long holiday, for having nothing interesting to do, even for finishing my games up so fast. Everyday had been the same scedule all over and over again. You might as well just say i live my life not to the fullest at all.
Back in KL, i suddenly just thought about my long holiday. Spurned my chances, not following according to what i've planned and most of all, not keeping to my promises and resolutions at all. Well, it is better to admit i am a big fool and jerk right here first.
Though the coming of CNY did cure me up a little by offering me tonnes of open houses to go the entire day, therefore letting my mind off some of my blunders and problems that i also admit here that i am trying to run away from. Nevertheless, i always know that i can't run away from anything that i face for long.
How i wished i could've return back to the beginning of my last holiday and try to make ammends for it ,though i also knew it is impossible at all.
Well, i would certainly want to thank to you all who brought at least some happiness and fun for me, while i would also want to apologize and say "Sorry" aloud for problems that i've caused you, knowingly and unknowingly. Especially to people whom i've brokened my promises, i would like to say "I am truly very sorry" here and would atone for my foolishness the next time we meet.
Until the next time i write, it would be for quite some time. I would wish to re-evaluate myself, whom i myself am starting to unrecognize myself at all now. Until then, thank you for everything.