After about 4 months of holiday, i am back to my uni. Back to KL, i've only mixed feelings about both in KK and in KL.

The 4 months of holiday, is anything without some magical touches. I rue for quite some time for having such a long holiday, for having nothing interesting to do, even for finishing my games up so fast. Everyday had been the same scedule all over and over again. You might as well just say i live my life not to the fullest at all.

Back in KL, i suddenly just thought about my long holiday. Spurned my chances, not following according to what i've planned and most of all, not keeping to my promises and resolutions at all. Well, it is better to admit i am a big fool and jerk right here first.

Though the coming of CNY did cure me up a little by offering me tonnes of open houses to go the entire day, therefore letting my mind off some of my blunders and problems that i also admit here that i am trying to run away from. Nevertheless, i always know that i can't run away from anything that i face for long.

How i wished i could've return back to the beginning of my last holiday and try to make ammends for it ,though i also knew it is impossible at all.

Well, i would certainly want to thank to you all who brought at least some happiness and fun for me, while i would also want to apologize and say "Sorry" aloud for problems that i've caused you, knowingly and unknowingly. Especially to people whom i've brokened my promises, i would like to say "I am truly very sorry" here and would atone for my foolishness the next time we meet.

Until the next time i write, it would be for quite some time. I would wish to re-evaluate myself, whom i myself am starting to unrecognize myself at all now. Until then, thank you for everything.

CNY is finally here. However,things does not go according to where it should. It'd been a relatively quite new year after all. Anyhow, and somehow strange, there are more open houses to attend than usual this year.

Well, for that long of not posting here, one reason is i am dirt tired for the past 2 days of CNY, flying around here and there, not to mention today too to visit relatives, parent's friends as well as friends of my own. I haven't the time to check the amount i'd received in the red packets at all =_="

Anyhow, tonight i visited my friends open house. It's none other than Ah Wah's house, the usual place for us to hang out during all our CNY ever since we met and get to know each other during our prefect era.

However, as much fun and stuffs and games.....................and gamble ( Wooohoooo, won tonight =D ), i somehow feel that i am still a big jerk for forgetting about my words and promises. I'd neither the courage nor the right words to face the reality at all, not able to even keep my own words and my resolutions that i should have realized earlier. Hope that i could be forgiven by that person, especially tonight when i forgot about my own words, spilled out from my own mouth................................hope that i could have the courage to face that person again.

These past few days had been quite busy for me. Can't say its productive, just time wasting as i can assume.

CNY, the day awaited long by many draws ever closer day by day. Everyday i sure have some chores to do. Let me see what i'd suffered for these few days........scrubbing off the bath tubs and toilet floors, windows, dusting, my own room...........ya, pretty much something like that =_="

Other than a few gatherings and yum char sessions at nights, there'd haven't been anything much interesting at all, or anything interesting to do at all. Everyday i seem to be dead tired. Most of the time, i could even fall into a deep sleep while sitting on the couch >_<

Today is Valentine Day, the day much anticipated too by many lovebirds. Well, i could only watch them, even till this year =D I hoped to plan something at least for today, but seems, just like in the past, fail to do so at all. I wonder my resolution for next year could be realized at all.

Well, up to now and recently, things that i'd wished to plan out, could not be realized at all. I would certainly attribute this to not having the courage to take the initiative first hand. I'd always advice people that if we did not that the initiative first, we could not move forward at all. Look like i am the one that is badly in need of help =P

Phew, cleaning, washing, wiping, scrubbing, mopping, sweeping, rinsing so on so forth were what i am living with since last week's weekend. CNY is drawing near, so you could guess what my purpose is again.

I am amazed how dust could fly so "beautifully" Only 2-3 hours after cleaning, scrubbing and washing my backyard open space, it was already covered with particles in which i cursed for wasting my efforts.

At the end of the day, kind of irritating to have so much dirt on my skin or entire body. Bath is the best and relaxing cure for it =P

Have been quite tired over the few days. Hope i could find something interesting or meaningful to do for the next few days over.

The day, much anticipated by me had finally arrived =P Its none other than STTSS sports day. But this time it's different. For the first time, i am able to watch it, not as a student, sitting on the stand and watch it, without having to stand under the terrible afternoon sun like i used to for the last 8 years *sobz

Before that, went to meet Foo and co at Lintas for a meal ( lunch ) before heading to STTSS. A surprise came as i meet Lester for the first time after such a long time. Ate "seng rou mian" or raw meat noodle as it was translated ( ehmm ehhmmmm, quite nice ).

Later went to STTSS early to book seats up first and boy we are lucky to come early. 10-20++ minutes later it was already crowding with spectators. Before we went for the seats, we walked around the school, went to canteen and reminiscence of the old times there, buying drinks and then heading to the field for some up close view of the camps ( some are really nice, some are cute, some are creative, but some are really just simple one ). Met up other old friends such as Yap Onn, Guan Tai, Fang Yao, Christopher, Elun so on and so forth there.

As usual, we waited and waited for the VIP to arrive and boy it was so hot that time. Lucky he came, though not on time, but lucky, not too late, or else he would be seeing my handphone flying to his face =P The event proceeds as usual. The marching, the national anthem, the swearing in, the flag raising, the torch running and dummmmmmm, time for some entertainment.

First stop, a so-called state cheerleader team came to preform......... and if they'd never announced they are the so-called state or royal or whatever cheerleader team, i'd thought they are some amateur cheerleader team from who knows where ( though it's evil of me, as usual, to talk like this, but really, the preformance is not even medicore ).

Later, a lion dance presented by the troupe from Yik Nam, which was crowned as the World Best Lion Dance Troupe last year. This i'd believe cause their performance was really spectacular no matter where you look at it. Towards the end, " Dah Yeh Villa Man" or what he is called, suddenly walked towards the troupe and as usual, do what he does best.........=_="

Finally, the much anticipated event of the entire day, the DANCING XD First time i've watched a full dance from the stage. It was spectacular too, with teams coming up and show casing their creativity and enthusiam with their dance and performance. Some are medicore, but overall, it's very entertaining, especially when there are certain parts where something would go wrong =P

Well, i went sraight back home after the entertainment event, owning to the hot weather as well as an unusual tired body.

At night, i was suddenly pulled to a dinner at Uncle Edwards ( my father's friend ) home. Without knowing what occasion it was, my family just head there and awaiting us are an array of mouth watering food XP Not long later, it was exposed that today was actually Uncle Edward's B'day =D Well, just ate more than i can eat there while as usual, my mum find my father's friend's wives to chat while my father would, as usual, chat with his friends while i myself would just stay beside to listen on to their conversation. With my stomache fulfilled, home i would come.

Tired, but interesting day i would assume. Living up everyday to the fullest is now my aim. Not long later my friends would start flowing back to KK for CNY. And speaking of that, a person of great sneakiness and assert herself as one too would be back tomorrow =D

nOthing bores you out more than repeating every hour, every part of the day, every day and every week doing the same ol' thing over and over again. It's however without a doubt an exception yesterday though.

First time in months that i've woke up at 6:30am in the morning, on a gloomy........and wait, rainy Thurday morning. Packing some stuffs, changing clothes and on i go. Yes, it's the beginning of STTSS sports day, and also PB's Bazaar Day too =P All the way to Hong Yee's house, meet up with the ol' gang of Ah Lo, Belinda and Hong Yee before setting off to school............15 mins late from our promised time \_/

It was raining, it was cold, bt it was hot in the bazaar. Went in to PB, meet with Mr Lee. Oh boy he did comment on long hair. Lucky Mr Lai never saw it or i never knew what to do. However, kind of missed Ms Luk. On the way in search of Lee Hong who in turn was also in search of us, we bump into Richard, another ol' prefect =D Gathered, wondering and guessing what to help out since we "were" being called to help out. Did you expect us to help them out till the closure of the bazaar?

No, you are deadly wrong. Our one and only duty was to search for those businessman who parked their car in IS area =_=" Enough with that, we walk, walk and walk again and finally end up in Jesse's office. Help out with some of her ( or also used to be mine ) old work. Amazed at how much the system had changed and BOY, the new generation of prefects are so lightweighted =_=

Finally, its off we go to Karamunsing for 2 things, Belinda's haircut and Hong Yee's speaker =P ( On the way, Chok Sim Yee and her sister also tag along, as expected ) and also not to forget, our lunch. Belinda decided not to cut her hair, so end up the boys walking around the computer sections while the girls............i have no idea. Walk walk walk, shop shop shop ( windows shopping for me ) and look look look, bye bye Karamunsing. On the way home also followed Ah Lo for a hair cut /gg.

The day ends here? Nah. At night Foo called for a yum char session at his house, only to end up playing UNO, Minesweeper and Checker with Chia on the other side of the line XD.

Finally, a day that i can really live up to the fullest. Though tired, but satisfied with it. Now i am just eagerly waiting till tomorrow ( Saturday ) as well as Sunday, where a friend i've never seen for a year would be coming back ^^

Other than the hectic "yesterday" things that have gone in my mind is whether is it wise for me to take only a single degree for a chance to study in Aus or just stick to my double degree, which is better in terms of prospects, but no chance to study in Aus.......................still have half a year to think.

Other than that, an advice to you computer junkies, make sure your motherboard and graphic card are compatible if you'd ever decided to change them. I am now in a dilemma over whether to suffer some problems or waste money to not suffer the problems >_<

Still raining.........but not that cold or windy anymore now =P

Luck was on my side today as i've finally found a stash of games that i've yet to play. Weeeeeeeeeeee, now at least i have something to waste my youthful time on ( this also does not sound right in a way or sort =_-"

Another happy moment to savor, not anything important too, was finally fixing my internet line XD Called the technician when the line went overboard by disconnecting the entire night and early in the morning. Told me when he went to check that there was a part or sort that needed to be changed. Now i am enjoying no disconnection, no slow lines and definitely a better mood in me.

Got a call at night to go out for a drink with friends ( ex-prefects ). Somehow, it would be kind of strange, yet saddening to see how an abundant of prefect mates were to be able to sit cramped for yum char session, now reduced to only a number a hand's fingers could count. Eagerly waiting for others to come back home for CNY so that we could have a huge gather, just like the old times ( ahhh, reminiscence again ). Well, the reason for this session is simple. Go back to STTSS during the Sports Bazaar to help out our juniors =P

Now eagerly waiting too to know how stuffs would unfold tomorrow /gg