CNY is finally here. However,things does not go according to where it should. It'd been a relatively quite new year after all. Anyhow, and somehow strange, there are more open houses to attend than usual this year.

Well, for that long of not posting here, one reason is i am dirt tired for the past 2 days of CNY, flying around here and there, not to mention today too to visit relatives, parent's friends as well as friends of my own. I haven't the time to check the amount i'd received in the red packets at all =_="

Anyhow, tonight i visited my friends open house. It's none other than Ah Wah's house, the usual place for us to hang out during all our CNY ever since we met and get to know each other during our prefect era.

However, as much fun and stuffs and games.....................and gamble ( Wooohoooo, won tonight =D ), i somehow feel that i am still a big jerk for forgetting about my words and promises. I'd neither the courage nor the right words to face the reality at all, not able to even keep my own words and my resolutions that i should have realized earlier. Hope that i could be forgiven by that person, especially tonight when i forgot about my own words, spilled out from my own mouth................................hope that i could have the courage to face that person again.