Scared, nervous, anxious, nerve-bitting
Ok, you would surely ask what the hell i am still blogging if i am so worried about my next and last exam paper aka Anatomy? I would be answering this :"I am now so dam scared and nervous that i really don't know what to do at all".
This version of worries is not the same as others. In other exams, i am worried cause i don't have enough time to revise everything at all. Take Instrumental Analysis for example, how the heck am i supposed to revise everything back in just a space of 1 day. You can argue that i should have lots of time to study before the exams, but think of this, 2-3 homeworks ranging from reports to long essays to stupid assignments, everyweek, right until the end of week 12. I would surely be clapping my hands if anyone managed to really strut in and study intensively during this period.
As for the other version of worries that i am currently experiencing is................there's enough time to revise, but it seems that i can't even remember what the heck i had studied back yesterday or even back in the mornings.
***Rants***
Hello, lecturers, especially those from UKM, we are SCIENCE students, not medical students. We don't go back home everyday and have the pleasure to study and study all the time. We go back home and face our computers day in and day out for our reports. Monash Malaysia did indeed made a terrible decision in trying to bring in those UKM lecturers as well as employing the medical style grading on us. For God's sake, we are SCIENCE students, not MEDICAL students.
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My eyes are turning red, i have very very little sleep during this past few days. My place reek of coffee and are strewn with MacD's and lunch boxes around. My clothes had been unwashed for who knows how long and the worst part it, i don't seem to care about these stuffs.
And still, i had to tackle this anatomy monstrosity. I wouldn't actually be feeling this helpless if it was because of the terrible results i obtained for my test. Why you ask? Why would it be because of this one exam? Cause as i've said, they are grading us base on medical style. This "test" ironically consist of 33.3% of our overall marks. Yup, the remaining exam and practical i am tackling next week also consists of 33.3% each. And why, you all would be guessing, do i did terribly for my first test? Well, i should had done better since this test was even postponed after our semester break, ONLY IF we are not to hand over a 4-weeks report of cell met, a full report of instrumental, an assignment of instrumental in the same week. Lets see, the cell met report took me 3 days, the assignment also another 3 days, the intru report took another 2 day...............well well, that really leave about 1 day or so for me to revise the entire stuffs we had studied before week 10. Why not start earlier one might say? Well, you just have to look back up and you know.
No wonder there are so many of my coursemate suffering from severe depressions and even seizures. Sarcastically, thanks a bunch to certain lecturers, we are forever indebt for your "kindness"
This version of worries is not the same as others. In other exams, i am worried cause i don't have enough time to revise everything at all. Take Instrumental Analysis for example, how the heck am i supposed to revise everything back in just a space of 1 day. You can argue that i should have lots of time to study before the exams, but think of this, 2-3 homeworks ranging from reports to long essays to stupid assignments, everyweek, right until the end of week 12. I would surely be clapping my hands if anyone managed to really strut in and study intensively during this period.
As for the other version of worries that i am currently experiencing is................there's enough time to revise, but it seems that i can't even remember what the heck i had studied back yesterday or even back in the mornings.
***Rants***
Hello, lecturers, especially those from UKM, we are SCIENCE students, not medical students. We don't go back home everyday and have the pleasure to study and study all the time. We go back home and face our computers day in and day out for our reports. Monash Malaysia did indeed made a terrible decision in trying to bring in those UKM lecturers as well as employing the medical style grading on us. For God's sake, we are SCIENCE students, not MEDICAL students.
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My eyes are turning red, i have very very little sleep during this past few days. My place reek of coffee and are strewn with MacD's and lunch boxes around. My clothes had been unwashed for who knows how long and the worst part it, i don't seem to care about these stuffs.
And still, i had to tackle this anatomy monstrosity. I wouldn't actually be feeling this helpless if it was because of the terrible results i obtained for my test. Why you ask? Why would it be because of this one exam? Cause as i've said, they are grading us base on medical style. This "test" ironically consist of 33.3% of our overall marks. Yup, the remaining exam and practical i am tackling next week also consists of 33.3% each. And why, you all would be guessing, do i did terribly for my first test? Well, i should had done better since this test was even postponed after our semester break, ONLY IF we are not to hand over a 4-weeks report of cell met, a full report of instrumental, an assignment of instrumental in the same week. Lets see, the cell met report took me 3 days, the assignment also another 3 days, the intru report took another 2 day...............well well, that really leave about 1 day or so for me to revise the entire stuffs we had studied before week 10. Why not start earlier one might say? Well, you just have to look back up and you know.
No wonder there are so many of my coursemate suffering from severe depressions and even seizures. Sarcastically, thanks a bunch to certain lecturers, we are forever indebt for your "kindness"
